FEAR OF THE NEXT STEP

Mother, don't worry
I will marry,
It doesn't have to be Mary,
But I will marry.

Let's go on,
I can't stand anyway more,
Stand on a Stand of mockery,
But I will marry.

You heard what they
My peers
The jeers
Filling me with tears
For I chose love
Over the village dove
But I will marry

Pressure without measure,
To a treasure for my future,
A choice cultured for my leisure,
Ooh and Ooh I repeat
*But I will Marry*

Must you tell papa!
I told you in secrecy,
That it might be mercy,
Now papa beckons...
Asking about Daisy, jossy and rosey...
Mother, don't worry
But I will marry

Come what May,
Marrying is my 2030,
Come Sunshine, Rain...
Whatever their names will be,
mama I will have them for a wife
But I will Marry



I know I had said by July
You now say it was all a lie
marry I will before I die
mama, please don't cry
For in your arms a grandson shall lie
Time seems to fly
But I will marry

#El lobo Solitario
#August, 11th 2017
#6:42pm

Mid-Air Crisis of An Apple

  *Mid-Air Crisis of an Apple*










Don't you dare!!!
Not even trying!!! Not even think about!!! Actually just watch as I go, As I am saturated and drenched so deep. You would give me a stand ovation the moment the bulb lights in thy head.
  Deep and Deep am falling and my adrenaline has failed to kick in to fuel my escaped... I want in and not out, yes I am having affinity towards the bottom realms...
  Yea so deep I could drop into and get lost not to be found... Like that needle that plays hide and seek in a haystack
Free fall, Gravity has overthrown my whole system and landing into love is my bulls eye.
   Yes I fallen, yea I have fallen in love... A feeling so sweet that has become the definition of *A City of No Return* I ain't lost in fact, there is so much peace as I fall down like a Newton's apple which had a greater cause in life.
#El lobo Solitario
#3/8/2017
#0856hrs

AM ALSO LOST

I am lost, kidnapped by thoughts to a world best known by various solemn moments.
I am lost, my presence ignored to a confused core of emotions.
I am lost, trapped in transition, a paradigm shift sadly look-warmness stares making me static in my decision making.
Do u feel lost too?
what is the first thought in your mind in this lost state?
I want a proper lifesaver to clutch on while i drown in a sea of no-mans-land...
I am in a fiduciary agreement with my mind to give me a map back to my former self.
#Am also Lost
#El lobo Solitario
#10th March 2017

TENANT; HAPPINESS

There is great joy within my heart that I cannot explain, I rather remain in this trance coz I don’t want to leave this specific feeling… down my spine flows sparks of emotions that bubbles my sadness away and traps me in a world of happiness. Many are the chains of peace, love and joy they bundled me up in just a little while I realize that I don’t want to be free from them.

An overdose of joyous feelings dominate my blood stream all that blood cells are smile-shaped and all flow singing “Because am happy” and the likes of “I feel good Tarararaara”. Emotions are now my best friend because I can easily relate with them for they are not letting me down by any chance… as a matter of fact; I have kicked-bye to ulcers that would have been brought my dear enemy, Sadness.

This “house” is now under new management and keep away for there are fierce dogs that bite in case of any disturbance… warning from Dr. Happiness. Such are the documentations that are evidenced on my face in case you or any other intruder would want to robe me off my Joy. However, the biggest prayer is that my new tenant does not go bankrupt and decide to give me away to those gangsters who I consider my greatest enemy

A PERFECT STAY

The Lord knows the planz He has for us and He would want us to be one in spirit with Him. its same thing with thing with The children of Isreal who Yahweh knew there pathway and all the planz He had for them. He ordered Moses to take a census of the whole population, He wanted Moses to be aware of the number of people he was leading Numbers 1. He has revieled to us some of the thingz in His planz and we jst need to be careful to notice. Moses was given the same insight and he noticed it all. The Lord wants to walk with us and He wants us to be in agreement with Him... Amos 3:3 hence His revelation on His planz for us. Dear Broz and Siz, lets be hopeful and let our hrts nt be troubled. Shalom. know that He "Yahweh" loves more than anything. Stay be His side always and in the spirit

TWO WAY TRAFFIC Part 2

Please hold on to me cause am a little unsteady; I request you to please hold me emotionally through your care and love, spiritually through ur prayers, mentally through ur thinking about me and physically through any of the ways you would find fit.
I am unstable at the same time unsteady for am feeling a gap that I don't understand it's original between us... yet we have both come from very far away.
Let us meet like two grains or are they cereals; "maize and beans". and promise never to part... *Githeri*

# Two way traffic part 2
# El lobo Solitario
# 18th January 2017

TWO WAY TRAFFIC

I don't know how to love is, all I want is just keep talking to you, I wanna know how your day was, what you have eaten, if you are full. urge with you, hear all your theories even the ones that makes mine completely wrong.
 I know it's not simple, I just think, no I really believe if you will be willing to continue this conversation with me... then we can figure the rest out not in silence but through a two way traffic; you speak I listen, I speak you listen. All in a mission to make things work

# Two way Traffic
#El lobo Solitario
#17th January 2017