EAST FROM THE WEST

Here I am, Lord, and I'm drowning in your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind, keeps me awake tonight
I know You've cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before You now as though I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

Jesus, can You show me just how far the east is from the west
'cause I can't bear to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other

I start the day, the war begins, endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again Your truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

I know You've washed me white, turned my darkness into light
I need Your peace to get me through, to get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel, but by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You, but You're holding on to me
You're holding on to me

Jesus, You know just how far the east is from the west
I don't have to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other
One scarred hand to the other
Frm one scarred hand to the other

by Casting Crownz

HE IS WATCHING

He z watching
*Gen 6:12...He looked and saw the world was corrupt.
*Jere 7:11...the house has become den of thieves in His eyes
*Psalm 121:3...He who keeps u will nt slumbers "His eye will be upon thee"
-the watches all our moves since He loves just like two lovers who know each others moves...
- at this day and age we may end up calling Him a stalker but does it in order to keep us away from the scope of the devil.
-1 Cor 8:9-10... the weak are also watch us in all aspects.
-therefore we as Christians we need to be living a life that reflect Christ... since Yahweh z watching us and all the weak. Be blessed my Dear...
#He z watching
#13th May 2016

JESUS AT HIS PLACE

It was Friday night.
A pastor was struggling to prepare his sermon and didn't want to be
disturbed by his five year old daughter, so he
removed a map of the world from his study, tore it into pieces and gave it to her to assemble with the promise that he would answer all her questions
and play with her when she was done. He knew
she would never be able to fix it. To his amazement, in less than five minutes, she
returned to him in his study with the map
in perfect shape, every continent and every
country in its place. The surprised father asked, ''Honey, u don't know
anything about geography, so how did u fix the world so easily and quickly? The five year old girl smiled sweetly and replied,
''The picture of Jesus was at back of the map and i knew that if i have Jesus in the right place, the whole world would be in perfect shape'' That was just the right inspiration he needed for his sermon. He thanked his daughter and prepared
a powerful sermon on the subject Fix your world by placing Jesus at the right place. If you place Jesus at the right place in your life, finances, marriage, job, ministry and relationships, your world will be perfect. ...........Just thought of sharing this with you and
remember to place Jesus in his rightful place and all your life will be in order.

#a story to share with all.
#Copied and pasted
#8th May 2016

CALL FOR TRUTH

Yahweh said the statements to various people in the past...
#what is you name? to Jacob
#where is your brother? to Cain
#whose face is on the coin? to Jesus' tempters
#where are you? to Adam and Eve
#go and call all your husbands... to Samaritan woman
#have u noticed My servant Job? to Satan

the point being driven into this peoples heads z that He already knows. all we need to do z subject yourselves to Him with an open mind. any answer we will give to Him needs to be valid and up to date, since He knows it all. The fact that the Lord knows the number of the grains of the sand by the beach z a sure fact that He understands our complex nature
#Call for truth
#El lobo Solitario
#8th May 2016

ANTI-PAST IS THE ANTI-DOTE

History tends to be a mystery and the more you probe into it more it drains thy thoughts... Understanding the past many have conclude though very late as the worst choice. The flash light of the flashback dims visions for the future.
Turning the tables in life proves an up hill task.
Forward ever, backward never they say but getting one to utter such with faith remainz a fairy tale. Me memorable moments act as a venom to death and at the same time act as a jet fuel to success.

#Anti-past z the anti-dote
#El lobo Solitario
#29th April 2016

A GLANCE INTO GLORY

Lev 19:2 "Speak to all the congregation of the children of Israel, and say to them: 'You shall be holy, for I the LORD your God am holy.

- archiving Holiness z on of the greatest advancement of a Christian... weakness are made perfect with His unfailing love of sending z Son to die for our sinz.

2Cor 12:9 And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

-let us wait upon Yahweh's promises that He will make us withstand our weakness an be over-comers in Him thus be Holy. The Luv of Adonai give thee Peace.


#Agape z real
#El lobo Solitario
#7th May 2016


Num 10:35... So it was, whenever the ark set out, that Moses said: "Rise up, O LORD! Let Your enemies be scattered, and let those who hate You flee before You."
 speaking word of affirmation against the Evil one, revives de spirit in us, the moment we proclaim we state the fact that the Lord z there for us thus our enemies shall scatter from us. Due to His presence as He arises in our souls. The battle z His the VICTOR. Shallom Blessed, abide by His Luv
#Yahweh the Victor
#El lobo Solitario
#8th May 2016

The Lord knows the planz He has for us and He would want us to be one in spirit with Him. its same thing with thing with The children of Israel who Yahweh knew there pathway and all the planz He had for them. He ordered Moses to take a census of the whole population, He wanted Moses to be aware of the number of people he was leading Numbers 1.
... He has relieved to us some of the thingz in His planz and we jst need to be careful to notice. Moses was given the same insight and he noticed it all. The Lord wants to walk with us and He wants us to be in agreement with Him... Amos 3:3 hence His revelation on His planz for us. Dear Blessed lets be hopeful and let us hrts nt be troubled. Shalom. know that He "Yahweh" loves u more than anything. Stay be His side always and in the spirit
#Yahweh's insight
#El lobo Solitario
#8th May 2016

DRAIN TWISTER @ BRAIN

"This z too much!!! "all this stuff z eating up" i am on a flight mode, no connection, no coverage; in short i don't understand whats happening... on second thoughts blacking out z considered an option of short-term peace.
All i need z answers to the mushrooming questionz that are going stale in mind. Nothing seemz to be make any sense yet my antenna have been up for long. The handwriting on the wall has developed eye-proof vests i cant see anything any more.
Irritation z all that colonize my mind...the drop of ink has turned my ocean black. A thought block, a loading and buffering body system z what am left with. Delivery and performance z currently clinging at the zero mark.
A problem being a problem z not the problem but a problem with a problem being there, z the problem, worse z wen a problem z no where in sight.
A definite start z yet to be define and documented in the brain although all arrows point to anonymous point of origin.
"A brain recharge successful" z an sms i long to see at the edge of my eyelashes but its only just a wish.

#Drain twister @ Brain
#2nd May 2016... 2359Hrs
#inspired by lonely feelingz

AN OPEN HEART

Courage and strength to sustain such a complex thought z absent in many two by two relations. A thought of forever, a thought of life time contact. Efforts are put in place just let the friendship stay afloat... Words are also selected wisely in order to come with firm structure. Stormz and windy rains come inform of throwback and setback but bare no fruit. All this is coz of the deeply lounged roots of friendship. Standing up and facing the facts head on kips friendship sober. Overlooking and overlapping of ideas is a norm but an open mind creates a better rapport. The truth is key to prisoners of a false life thus it containz the power to set one free.

#an open heart.
#El lobo Solitario
#15th April 2016

DAWN OF REALITY

Anger boils down my throat as thoughts of my suicide actions probe my mind. Did i really need such a step? will i be able to bare the burden of my actionz. Regrate ends up being the order on my plate... my appetite z wanting. I cant handle this!!!
Guilt has enslaved me and words have become to heavy... Speaking has become an expensive affair, yet my pockets of speech have developed holes.
The moment i enjoyed my action; end result seemed like an egg from a rooster "jogoo". My emotions have become a playing field due to my ignorance... Such are the standards that i wasn't careful about. Each assumption made in the past was a proper foundation for the suicide action.
How could i stoop so low? will this questions ever come to a halt? I never learn t hence my current and future regrate. Oh! What a scar!!!
#Dawn of reality
#El lobo Solitario
#16th April 2016
#inspired by my lost hair "cut due to pressure"

BLISS AT AN EXPENSE

A smooth stretch into track of joy with an elastic mood, Oh! what a way to experience true happiness. A contagious feeling within me sensed and experienced on my better half too... z that what they mean by the word soulmate? Sparks and excitement here and there, Oh! this honey on my tongue... its too sweet am willing to get high blood sugar. Giggles and emoticons saturate the air; "a chance to hear thy voice z all i longed for today and u granted it to me... goose bums have done a Coup De tore on my skin due to the shivers your voice brings to me. Pellets of joy filled my heart as your voice brushed through the wax of my ears and kissed my eardrum cozing sweet vibration." This is strange even stranger than the strangest feeling of bliss and i Love it.
#bliss at an expense
#El lobo Solitario
#31st April 2016

RESCUE MISSION

Alas! without a choice in chainz i rest my case, within still bars i remain locked up from reality. A self-imprisonment z what i face, Giving up is the only antidote to my pain.
Freedom z a foreign vocab in my mind. Deep within me i cant even figure out what enslave me... the four walls around me are invisible yet so effective in the mission of putting me down. Darkness z an order of my daily life and light has no lifespan in my cocoon.
i send out a cry for help only to get a delivery report without any response... Ignorance from those i considered loyal. Its chews my in most hope and my candle burns out.
Agony z this theme within my whole being, it has engraved bitterness within my soul. Words to sooth me are naturally erased due to hostile environment Negativity. "Nani ndiye ataniokoa? who will save?"
I pant for understanding from my in circle of companionz. As complex as i am the inner peace would be able to melt my inner twist and turnz. Understanding gives birth to the inner peace.
#Rescue mission
#El lobo Solitario
#29th April 2016

HADI LINI

   

 "I am composed, i am doing well..." i am trying to keep up with the rhythm of my heart but with no avail...   

,is the smoke being seen coming from my ears? coz the confusion is burning me inside and i can no longer incubate the raging inferno.
        How long will I be in this cocoon of pleasing people and the fear of the unknown? will i be able to stand the standards of being a dummy? Really!! i need a complete rejuvenation in order to increase my flow-rate coz am slowing down so fast that my performance in stuff is sounding an alarm of change. I AM NOT DELIVERING, well this is coz am no longer original all i do is showcase a counterfeit.All in the name of what they will say.... Mmmh!! Till when? "hadi lini?"
#hadi lini
#El lobo Solitario
4th Feb 2016

TRANCE TRAPPED

There are high chance it has "chewed" and there z loose nut or screw somewhere in my wide scope. Wat could be the fuel to my issues? Did i loose it? Do i have the audacity to move without it? How will i cope without it? Going bananas z the least of my options and most of my worry. Oh! i wish i had a plan B for such... yet surprising thing z there z no spare part for it. Alas! Without a trace am in a trance due to the repetitive nature of life. De ja vu they say.... I been through this over and over again but it seemz my mind z lost. Yes! lost in the wilderness of life. I have never gotten any concept in short i have never learnt any lesson. History has the joy and the fun of playing and replaying with it yet my mind z too blank and void to load such powerful connectionz. The handwriting z so clear on the wall yet my mind chooses not to see a thing. The main question remain will i be able to come out of this lesson less vicious cycle?
#Trance trapped
#El lobo Solitario
#2nd April 2016

SEMA NENO MOJA

Wordz are all I need, I just feel so empty... will they be able fill me up? Pain has engraved diabetic wounds in my heart. Deep within i cant explain the agony that triggers tears to roll down my chubby cheeks. i have tried all remedies known to me but my efforts lead to pus from my painful wounds.
A stranger, a gloomy face z painted all over. my smile z no more each time i glance at the phone and at the door. Will that phone call come through? Will the door open up and melt my gloom away? it dawns on me that its only just a dream.
 I don't care if i will get a scar, healing z all i need. I am suppressed to the ground all i have hope for z my wounds to be erased. i have bargained just to get a pinch of joy and each step seemz to require more effort. Come to my rescue ooh! beautiful wordz of love, affirmation and peace!!!
ONE WORD! its all I need in order to survive.
#sema neno moja.
#El lobo Solitario
#9th March 2016

LONG WAIT

CALCULATED APPROACH

Lest i find my feet on the ground i shall keep on flying, the biggest drive in me that fuels my motion z the knowledge of my weak feet. While i choose to focus on my strong points progress z rubber-stamped on my track. The trees and the mountains that are constant seem to remain routed to my past but my super fast positive attitude surpassed each of them creating a link with my future... a feeling of joy crownz my thoughts since victory z forth-coming
#calculated approach
#El lobo Solitario
29th Jan 2016

JOURNEY ON YOUR KNEEZ

The safari of many steps to come took me just a single step up of thought and mindset. My kneez can tell the story much better... hope fueled my pathways and the peace that surpassed Human understanding 'seat-belted' me. Oh! what joy i found when i saw the terrain of love and such a beautiful sunset of my Dears sparkling face... Yahweh is love and I see Him in the images He made of us... Until u get to that point my dear reader u still have a long way to go.
#journey on your kneez
#El lobo Solitario
#22nd Jan 2016